The funk am in

I can feel my little house closing in on me again as my resolve to be more active in my life starts to dissolve. Perhaps i am not ready to be a super active Diva.

I am tired of making mistakes in my life, this lessons to learn seem never ending and costly. Its time for a new chapter in my life. Its time for living and being happy. for dancing and innocence and love. Its time for family and children and growth…or at least i hope it is.

So i will hibernate in my little house for now, until the world stops being so daunting and depressing thoughts stop knocking on my door.

I will hibernate in my little house and learn to commune with myself without the need for another until such a time as the Lord deems fit to grant me the things that i believe it is time for me to have.

And that’s the funk i am in.