Serenity

I feel crushed, like a chunk of my heart just got smashed in and instead of hemorrhaging blood its sadness.Sudden attacks of sadness overwhelm me at times spoiling otherwise happy and carefree moments. These moments are as unpredictable as they are unwelcome as they often leave me feeling empty inside and will-less, if such a word exists.
They remind me of a time written of in novels when a person comes to a crossroad in their life and they have to choose a path even if each path ahead is uncertain and often times perilous. They bring me to the realisation that not all dreams get answered and that adults have to often times face up to this harsh reality in life and choose to either have new dreams or get depressed.

Ever feel like you are running around in circles only to arrive at the same miserable point?
And yet, there is always hope, as long as we live and breathe, there is always hope and there are always people who have it worse aren’t there? It makes little sense to to cry over the past even if it hurts. I think the best thing to do is to remember the serenity prayer.
Lord, Grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can, and wisdom to know the difference.
My quest is serenity.