I deserve better

Your idea of loving me is an occasional whatsapp message every other month. No courage to even call. How do you expect me to believe that? How do you expect me to respect that? Don’t you think i deserve better?
You didn’t fight for what we had and now that its gone-many months later, you suddenly miss it? You let me go so easily and up until now, you only think of what you are going through. What makes you think my life is perfect?
You like pitying yourself, thinking i’ll also feel sorry for you, ati i dont care anymore, ati i’ve moved on. How can you know how my life is? Why do you always assume that my life is better? How come you never ask how am doing?
In your mind, i am always happy and moving on and forgetting you etc etc You are so selfish that you never actually think to ask if everything is okay.What value do your texts add to my life? You only want to make me feel guilty.
Even when we dated, you weren’t there for me, you valued your work more than anything, always bending to what Peter asked no matter the time. Kwani what makes me important now?
Do you remember breaking hospital appointments with me? or coming very late? Do you remember telling me that for you to marry me, i have to be pregnant? Do you remember lying about being married? Do you remember lying that your relationship with her was over?

You need to style up and stop sending me messages about how you love me, you didn’t love me when you had the chance and now its over so stop whining. The person you really love is yourself.

All your texts are about you and how you feel and what you want…..selfish selfish selfish. I have not seen anything there that would even tempt me to talk to you or want to see you.
All this time, you still don’t know me? You still don’t know how to talk to me? You still don’t have courage to speak your mind? You are too scared to call? How can i have a life with someone who is scared to talk to me? What kind of partner is that?

This mail is just a courtesy so that you know better than to send me such things again.
if you really believe that stuff you send, why do you send it like that? Surely!!On whatsapp!!! Kuwa serious.
If you can’t take yourself seriously, then at least be considerate enough to spare me that kind of drama, am just too mature for that.

Sincerely,
Maggie.