Am so very mad, for so many months i couldnt see
How i had stuck myself to a real shit of a man
I loved him, i really did, and hoped for a future
He never valued my time, i spent it waiting for him
He didn’t value my touch, i often slept on my own
He didn’t value my earnings, i often felt strained
He didn’t value being with me, never prioritised me
He did not know how to love and take care of me
I think he didnt even know how to love himself
He was all about his work, books and investments
I hope they cook for him and keep him warm at night
He could not spare me 10 minutes a day to chat
I was so damn lonely and mad, but loved him still
For every once in a while, he would hug me tight
and in that hug, all my sorrows would dissipate
in that hug, all i felt was love no anger, just bliss
with time he also forgot how to do that eventually.
I left, albeit half heartedly and began my life alone
Discovering soon many more shits like that existed
Only this time, i was cautious and did my weeding
This time, i was flattened, like a balloon popped
the thrill of love long gone, its desire very faint
this time, i swore that i would pick much wisely
A man with character, a man with principles
A man who knows his place in the relationship
A lead, thats what a man is, a pillar of strength
A man who will be a good father to our children
Taking the time to teach, play and nurture them
He will love me easily, freely and generously
This time, i better not wind up with a shit like you
Month: November 2012
Awesome
I love this man, i think i do even as i try to deny
he is simple and funny and makes me laugh
and naughty with some wholesome baggage
he is what you would term as addictive, sweet
he is generous, keen, and takes care of me
he makes me feel like i matter, am awesome
he makes me feel so very cherished, loved
are we ever serious? i doubt that we are
and yet, we do talk about our lives as we joke
We always joke and we usually always laugh
Its important to be happy, am getting there
I like to think that am a ray of sunshine too
he makes me feel awesome, he is awesome
Megs' 