Drugged?

I have no memory of the events that transpired between 6.00pm Friday 26th October evening to 3.14 pm Saturday 27th october afternoon. Its terrifying to be unsafe in your own home but that’s exactly what happened. My roomie and i were eating our dinner, watching TV and ended up spending the night unconscious on my bed, we could not even make it to work in the morning and barely managed to send apologies. I will attempt to reconstruct the story…

Friday evening- we are watching TV and eating, my cleaning lady comes and i give her all my washing
Later- am staggering across the corridor

Later- am on my bed, my roomie comes in to ask if am feeling ok cos she isnt, she sleeps on my bed with me

The next day almost 10.00am- did not even hear the alarm, am talking to my roomie about work, we both manage to send out a text intending to apologise for not showing up

Later- the cleaning lady keeps calling, she wants to be paid
Later- I stagger and open the door for the cleaning lady
Later – My pal calls, we agree that he’ll come cook for me
3.30-4 ish- My pal and her pal come and rescue us, we are still dizzy and staggering.

Looking at my call records, i spoke to the cleaning lady at least 3-4 times, i spoke to my workmate, i spoke to my pal 2-3 times and to my mum later in the evening. I have no memory of what was said in these conversations.

Nothing was taken from our house and no harm other than the poisoning/drugging came to us. I have bad dreams about this incident and i feel scared to be home.

Why did you lie?

Your eyes shifted continuously as you spewed your lies
That am the kind of person you could spend with forever
am lovable and you love me, but we cant be for right now
Shifty eyes that tell another truth, of empty words, empty
Do you need to placate me? My conscience is clear
Am i not free? You dont need to convince me at all
Not with empty words and those darn shifty eyes
For the truth lives in your heart, those eyes tell it all.
She lives in your heart, empty words cannot veil this

My heart is free, and eager and willing immediately
I have done my time, it no longer beats for him now
there is no need to placate me, for i see through it
Take your time, heal, and learn to accept your now
The time will come when your heart is finally ready
Am certain that when it is, i will be nowhere in sight
but, fear not, there will be someone, there always is.
No need to placate me with your shifty eyes today
Is it not your heart that struggles and that suffers?
Neither my mind, nor my heart can accept these lies