Am i regressing?

I am regressing, back to that 19 year old girl that was into a man’s chiseled and fine chest.
The breast properly formed out into a hard small mound and the arms firm and thick with the etchings and curves of strength and muscle
I am regressing into the girl who would see that and her eyes would water and she would bite and lick her lower lip at the same time.
I see it in my mind, as my shy but wanting hand gently caresses that ripped torso. I breath in. A man so damn formed!!! Uuuuuh!
I am regressing into an adolescent and beginning to see the world as if i were a man. He looks like candy. Sweet Sweet delicious candy.
Good Lord!! I am truly truly regressing.